Survey!

Finished my work and there's nothing to do.

Well, not quite, haha!

Got this from Denise.

a n g e r section

do you have a quick temper?: Now I do, but I try to contain it when I can.
what do you do when you're mad?: Glare at person, not before going apeshit on them.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Screamed and kicked the vacuum cleaner. It ran over my toe.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: Well, it was a rather satisfying kick, so i wouldn't take it back.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I don't think so.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: *points at abused boyfriend*
do you curse when you're mad?: Of course.

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: Last month? It was rather depressing at work.
ever cried yourself to sleep?: Many, many, many times.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yeah. I got shitty results and cried with her.
ever cried over the opposite sex? Quite a few times. Over the silliest reasons.
do you cry when you get an injury? I laugh because it's so ticklish, then I cry because it hurts so bad. Still laughing all the way.
do certain songs make you cry? YES. Only if I watch the video.

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through? Deciding whether I wanted to break up. It hurt so bad when he's STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. 
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: Peel of my scabs. Now my legs look hideous.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: Punched him in the face.
ever had a painful break up?: Nope. It was rather awkward, but i got over it in a few hours.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: Hehe. NOT TELLING.
how depressed can you get?: Not very. I'll just go into a mood, but I'll bounce right back after a while.
do you inflict pain on yourself?: Nah.

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: Yeah, most of the time.
what can make you happy?: Cats, Milo, Internet
do you wish you were happier?: I'm happy with what I have now
what makes you the happiest?: Knowing that I have someone to fall back on.
is being happy overrated?: Nope.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: Yeah! I miss those people.
can music make you happy?: Uh huh.

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: Twice. Once cause I got turned down. Another because I felt so bad for wanting to leave. 
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: Not anymore.
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: I hope not. I'd bitchslap him.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Yes.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you? No....???
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: Nope.

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: This girl from Secondary School, she kept..saying really nasty things about me.
ever made a hit list?: It only consisted of that girl from Sec School.
have you ever been on a hit list?: I don't think so. If I am... BRING IT ON BITCH. 
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: Nah.
do you hate George Bush?: I don't like him.

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: Sometimes, when I'm in a certain mood.
do you believe in yourself?: Yes.
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: All the time. It's only polite. ;)
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: Sometimes. =X
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: Nope.
are you happy with who you are?: Yes.
do you wish you can be someone else?: Sometimes, when  I see how good they have it.

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Firsts
First best friend: I think it was Amy from Primary school.
First car: No car.
First screen name: [R]azor
First self purchased album: 911
First funeral: My... Grandmother.
First pets: This poodle who fell into the toilet bowl.
First piercing/tattoo: Ears.
First credit card: A few years back. Debit Card.
First true love: Donny Osmond. (IT WAS A BIG CRUSH)
First enemy: That girl from Sec School. I shall name her... BEATRIX.
First big trip: Taman Negara. The furthest I've been from home.
First music you remember hearing in your house: Class 95 FM

Lasts
Last cigarette: Never will I want to smoke.
Last car ride: In Terrence's car with his Japanese girlfriend.
Last kiss: Last night
Last good cry: Last month.
Last crush: Uhh... I can't remember. 
Last phone call: Darence.
Last IM: Alera
Last time showered: Last night
Last shoes worn: My crap heels. I'm waiting for SIP to end so I can buy new, better looking ones.
Last item bought: A taxi ride from Tampines to Bedok.
Last annoyance: Monitor glare...
Last time wanting to die: Not in a looooong while.
Last time scolded: A few weeks back? For not washing me panties. Hehe.

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Favourites
Colour[s]: Blue, black, grey, white
Food: Dark Chocolate, anything Chicken
Boys' Names: Darence. I think it's really unique.
Girls' Names: Awenya. What? It sounds chio right?
Subjects In School: English, E Maths (in my later years), Science, Biology, Film, Radio
Animals: Cats.
Sports: Synchronised Swimming
Perfume: Tommy Hilfiger
Cologne: Issey Miyake

Have you ever
Given anyone a bath? Yup.
Smoked? Nope
Bungee jumped? No... but I want to.
Made yourself throw up? Does forcing yourself to go into a wet market so that the smell makes you want to retch count?
Skinny dipped? Nope. It's diiirty.
Ever been in love? Yes.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: All the time. Men are suckers for it. HAH.
Pictured your crush naked? Eh.. once or twice.
Actually seen your crush naked? No! He did let me see his 'wooden sword' though. =D
Cried when someone died? Yes. I cried buckets when my grandma passed away and the last thing I said to her was "Did you cook chicken?"
Lied? Little white lies and big black ones.
Fallen for your best friend? I... think i fell because of her. See lah, talk too much!
Been rejected? Yes.
Rejected someone? Yes.
Used someone? Yes. I'm sorry.
Done something you regret? Nope. No regrets.

Current
Clothes: Work blazer, black shirt and black pants. Feels like someone died haha.
Music: The Juliana Theory - Don't Push Love Away
Make-up: Left over oil from the fried rice i ate this afternoon.
Smell: Fried Rice.
Favorite artists: Lazy to say.
Desktop picture: http://www.ctrlaltdel-online.com/wallpapers/lightbulb_1024.jpg
Dvd in player: None at the moment. No time to watch.
Color of toenails: Same color as the dirt I haven't scrubbed off it.

Last person
You touched: Colleague at work.
Hugged: Darence
You IMed: Alera
You kissed: Darence

Are you
Understanding: I think I am
Open-minded: Very.
Arrogant: Sometimes. On very few occasions.
Insecure: Depends on situation.
Interesting: I'm always interesting.
Hungry: Not right now.
Smart: I'm not academically smart but I can show you how to fold a bra with a piece of tissue.
Moody: Not very.
Hardworking: I'm lazy.
Organized: Hell no.
Healthy: I HAVE PILES.
Shy: In front of people I don't know.
Attractive: Can make it.
Bored easily: Yes.
Responsible: Noo. Haha.
Obsessed: With certain things.
Angry: Not all the time.
Sad: Nah.
Disappointed: Not now.
Happy: Ok ok.
Hyper: What Denise said, when work ends!
Trusting: To a fault.
Talkative: When I'm on a roll, I'm on a ROLL.
Legal: I think so?

Who do you wanna
Kill: Bill.
Slap: My boss.
Get high with: Keanu Reeves. Like TOTALLY.
Look like: The person in the mirror.
Talk to offline: Boren!
Talk to online: I'd rather talk offline.

Which is better
Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI.
Flowers or candy: Candy. At least I can eat candy.
Tall or short: Mid-Range

Random
In the morning I am: Switching off my alarm and going back to sleep.
All I need is: the cheats to Sengoku Basara. That level is killing me!
Love is: slow
I dream about: Japan, Roller Coasters and Cats.
What do you notice first: Eyes.
Last person you danced with: Darence.
Who makes you laugh the most: Darence, Nicole, Ame & Co.
Who makes you smile: All my friends!
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: My last crush. Haha.
Who do you have a crush on: None at the moment.
Who has a crush on you: I don't know. Please tell me if you do though!

Do you ever
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: Yes! But only for an hour or two.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Yes. I've always wondered how it feels like to have dingly bits down there.
Wish you were younger: Nope. I look young enough already.

Number
Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
Of hearts I have broken: Think 2 also.
Of continents I have lived in: 1
Of tight friends: 1
Of cds I own: A few... but they're pretty embarrassing.
Of scars on body: Look at my legs.

Counting down the minutes before I leave for home. *sigh*